I figured out that if life gives you lemons, gotta get me a blender and some sugar.....coz really life is not worth being upset all the time for
Failed my finance mid term, didnt understand the subject, the class average was like 53%.....didnt go to well. So i dropped that subject like a sac of dudu and carried on with my life, gonna have to do in the future, its a core subject, for now im gonna work on the Organizational Behavior course. Better to work on one and do well than to fail both hehe
Skype my x, apparently we are still dating, i personnally cant give two crap rolls about this at the moment, all i care about is her well being. She is not the most not-naive person in the world but dating her for this long.....not easy to watch her get hurt coz some douchebags treat her like a piece of meat
Its funny how she knows that im right about warning her about dudes who is currently in a relationship and that they will evenually do something to get her, but you know what why listen to me....its not like ive lived long enough to understand things in life and how people behave.......she never listens to me. I know sometimes some people need to learn the hard way but she is like my baby, i dont like people hurting my baby
Thats my problem, my mom brought me up to be a gentleman and to be a man with principles. Regardless i need to stand up and take responsibility.......god damn it....but hey it has its good parts and bad parts obviously lol
I know that everybody says this but why do i have to date the most screwed up personalities in the world......why can i meet a nice girl.....and when i meet a girl and she is just perfect, she has to go back to her country....so not fair (frown face)
anyways more updates latez, need to go back to my life
Monday, November 8, 2010
Monday, November 1, 2010
Not enough sleep....
Not enough sleep.....again. Just sucks when you have to work and study at the same time. I so tired I can just cry, but anyways 8 hours to go, my boss doesnt seem to pleased about me coming 15 minutes late to work, knowing that she comes in late every day. Its just some days that she comes in early, is the time i come late which is rare, kind of weird but hey just have to wait for the semi annual assesment right?!!
im gonna go get some coffee and eat something....need to get ready for the day
good luck to you
im gonna go get some coffee and eat something....need to get ready for the day
good luck to you
end of monday
just 2 mins to tango....daym...i need to leave and hit the bed but before that i need to send the car to the shop for repair. Some dude keyed my car and drew some stuff....so i need to fix it
see ya
see ya
Monday Day 1
I dont know how i woke up today, wasn't swell with Katherine yesterday night on skype. All was good, had some fun online and by the end of it she couldn't just understand what I was trying to say. Vicky is her X and to be honest, Vicky and I are not in good terms, i just dont like the guy. She keeps on talking to him from now and then and it bothers me, i know that nothing good is going to happen between them too.
She doesnt wanna get it, its fine...I will do the same thing and see how it is. I know she is going to kill me but hey i have feelings too
more updates later on tonight
She doesnt wanna get it, its fine...I will do the same thing and see how it is. I know she is going to kill me but hey i have feelings too
more updates later on tonight
Sunday, October 31, 2010
bouncing oranges
What a day today.....
Woke up, went down to the hotel next to my place, there is an event where my company set up an award ceremony for the business community. Organization was ok.....I was able to force some people off their seats because they were not supposed to be there. Luckily they won one of the awards so they weren't too pissed off. As I was ushering around the hall, one woman asked for a picture of me, I don't know why I was shy....i wasn't asked that before so i wasn't prepared.
Woke up, went down to the hotel next to my place, there is an event where my company set up an award ceremony for the business community. Organization was ok.....I was able to force some people off their seats because they were not supposed to be there. Luckily they won one of the awards so they weren't too pissed off. As I was ushering around the hall, one woman asked for a picture of me, I don't know why I was shy....i wasn't asked that before so i wasn't prepared.
Saturday, October 30, 2010
didnt post for a while......busy times :D
figured that this is the best way to just get away.....cant afford a holiday plus im under my probation period at my new job. So far i have my ps3 keeping me sane :D
watched to great movies this past 2 weeks, "Scott Pilgrim vs the world" and "the social network". Movies that make laugh so hard you shrink a couple of years younger. Better watched at a theater to be honest
Scott pilgrim was great, reminded me of the 8 bit consoles i used to play when i was younger, hilarious with its slapstick jokes and nerdy phrases, surprisingly enjoyed every single scene of that movie. Great way to spend a weekend
"the social network" was a brillant idea to make a movie out of it. It was originally a book but turned into a movie, i think its a new trend now. What I have enjoyed about that movie the most was the fact that it showed about Zack (inventor of Facebook) struggled to make that website. Coming across people who tricked him, joined him and then sued him makes me wonder what a strange world we live in. Watching the movie i was watching his eyes carefully, watching his every blink.
As a person, Zack was a prodigy, a man with an idea as well as a person grasps that idea and develops it with full passion and determination. Im not going to ruin the movie, ill probably post something like this maybe by the next month when hopefully more people have seen it.
Getting stressed and now watching what i am eating, i need to do that soon before it really affects me. Uni is not being gentle these past 3 weeks, alot of work involved. Thats my problem, i love doing everything at the same time, i think its the fact that i dont want to miss out. Need to figure out a way to chill and enjoy life before i get hurt haha
Im heading to bed soon, i have an mid term test tmw.....pray for me
peace
watched to great movies this past 2 weeks, "Scott Pilgrim vs the world" and "the social network". Movies that make laugh so hard you shrink a couple of years younger. Better watched at a theater to be honest
Scott pilgrim was great, reminded me of the 8 bit consoles i used to play when i was younger, hilarious with its slapstick jokes and nerdy phrases, surprisingly enjoyed every single scene of that movie. Great way to spend a weekend
"the social network" was a brillant idea to make a movie out of it. It was originally a book but turned into a movie, i think its a new trend now. What I have enjoyed about that movie the most was the fact that it showed about Zack (inventor of Facebook) struggled to make that website. Coming across people who tricked him, joined him and then sued him makes me wonder what a strange world we live in. Watching the movie i was watching his eyes carefully, watching his every blink.
As a person, Zack was a prodigy, a man with an idea as well as a person grasps that idea and develops it with full passion and determination. Im not going to ruin the movie, ill probably post something like this maybe by the next month when hopefully more people have seen it.
Getting stressed and now watching what i am eating, i need to do that soon before it really affects me. Uni is not being gentle these past 3 weeks, alot of work involved. Thats my problem, i love doing everything at the same time, i think its the fact that i dont want to miss out. Need to figure out a way to chill and enjoy life before i get hurt haha
Im heading to bed soon, i have an mid term test tmw.....pray for me
peace
Thursday, October 7, 2010
fury
Is it me but is it too much to ask.......
I've been with my girlfriend for a year and a half and sometimes i just can speak my mind. I cant just say something without sounding like i don't care about her. I have always loved her and care for her even before she left to continue her studies. Is it normal that a girl needs to be reminded constantly that i love her, care about her, think about her....blah blah blah??? i wish i can ask someone on the net, people tend to be more honest online...which i love by the way.
i haven't slept with her...thats right yet i don't see it as an issue. I'm in a conflict with myself where i see myself in my prime youth not able to share that with the person i love, shes a virgin and she doesn't want to do it yet. She wants to do when its right. I just felt that she kept on pushing me away every time i ask her, i never wanna hurt her, always thought of her before i thought about myself.
I really do miss it and she always emphasizes on how much she would want me to be her first, but at the same time she wants to wait. My selfless personality always gets the best of me yet there is another part of me tells me the opposite. Its hard enough to hang about with friends who are in relationships and just studying them, although they have been less time with each other, sex brings them closer together.
I missed it so much that i did something that a lot of people will not approve, but surprisingly my close friends were happy for me. I don't understand, its like I've been living under a tree.
it was one of my friend's birthday, the party was with a pirate theme which was not bad. I dressed up as the pirate who didn't really much attention to detail to his costume. Didn't have a pleasant conversation earlier so....though that meeting friends would make me feel better. Walked to his house, was a loads of people, people i know and didn't know...brought my mood up which was good. Luckily, another friend of mine had some Absolut so thats good, reminds of the time i was in russia. Well the night pretty chilled talkin, playing pool, having a couple of drinks....got to know a girl who came to dubai to visit.....very smart and interesting.
By the end of the night, sat down with her next to the pool. Calm night kind makes you wonder, you don't get to see the stars that much. Easy going girl got me interested in her, talked about stuff and one thing led to another, we started making out. The thing is that i didn't feel any guilt nor regret, it felt almost right.........
I've been with my girlfriend for a year and a half and sometimes i just can speak my mind. I cant just say something without sounding like i don't care about her. I have always loved her and care for her even before she left to continue her studies. Is it normal that a girl needs to be reminded constantly that i love her, care about her, think about her....blah blah blah??? i wish i can ask someone on the net, people tend to be more honest online...which i love by the way.
i haven't slept with her...thats right yet i don't see it as an issue. I'm in a conflict with myself where i see myself in my prime youth not able to share that with the person i love, shes a virgin and she doesn't want to do it yet. She wants to do when its right. I just felt that she kept on pushing me away every time i ask her, i never wanna hurt her, always thought of her before i thought about myself.
I really do miss it and she always emphasizes on how much she would want me to be her first, but at the same time she wants to wait. My selfless personality always gets the best of me yet there is another part of me tells me the opposite. Its hard enough to hang about with friends who are in relationships and just studying them, although they have been less time with each other, sex brings them closer together.
I missed it so much that i did something that a lot of people will not approve, but surprisingly my close friends were happy for me. I don't understand, its like I've been living under a tree.
it was one of my friend's birthday, the party was with a pirate theme which was not bad. I dressed up as the pirate who didn't really much attention to detail to his costume. Didn't have a pleasant conversation earlier so....though that meeting friends would make me feel better. Walked to his house, was a loads of people, people i know and didn't know...brought my mood up which was good. Luckily, another friend of mine had some Absolut so thats good, reminds of the time i was in russia. Well the night pretty chilled talkin, playing pool, having a couple of drinks....got to know a girl who came to dubai to visit.....very smart and interesting.
By the end of the night, sat down with her next to the pool. Calm night kind makes you wonder, you don't get to see the stars that much. Easy going girl got me interested in her, talked about stuff and one thing led to another, we started making out. The thing is that i didn't feel any guilt nor regret, it felt almost right.........
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