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What a day today.....

Woke up, went down to the hotel next to my place, there is an event where my company set up an award ceremony for the business community. Organization was ok.....I was able to force some people off their seats because they were not supposed to be there. Luckily they won one of the awards so they weren't too pissed off. As I was ushering around the hall, one woman asked for a picture of me, I don't know why I was shy....i wasn't asked that before so i wasn't prepared.

didnt post for a while......busy times :D

figured that this is the best way to just get away.....cant afford a holiday plus im under my probation period at my new job. So far i have my ps3 keeping me sane :D

watched to great movies this past 2 weeks, "Scott Pilgrim vs the world" and "the social network". Movies that make laugh so hard you shrink a couple of years younger. Better watched at a theater to be honest

Scott pilgrim was great, reminded me of the 8 bit consoles i used to play when i was younger, hilarious with its slapstick jokes and nerdy phrases, surprisingly enjoyed every single scene of that movie. Great way to spend a weekend

"the social network" was a brillant idea to make a movie out of it. It was originally a book but turned into a movie, i think its a new trend now. What I have enjoyed about that movie the most was the fact that it showed about Zack (inventor of Facebook) struggled to make that website. Coming across people who tricked him, joined him and then sued him makes me wonder what a strange world we live in. Watching the movie i was watching his eyes carefully, watching his every blink.

As a person, Zack was a prodigy, a man with an idea as well as a person grasps that idea and develops it with full passion and determination. Im not going to ruin the movie, ill probably post something like this maybe by the next month when hopefully more people have seen it.

Getting stressed and now watching what i am eating, i need to do that soon before it really affects me. Uni is not being gentle these past 3 weeks, alot of work involved. Thats my problem, i love doing everything at the same time, i think its the fact that i dont want to miss out. Need to figure out a way to chill and enjoy life before i get hurt haha

Im heading to bed soon, i have an mid term test tmw.....pray for me

peace

fury

Is it me but is it too much to ask.......

I've been with my girlfriend for a year and a half and sometimes i just can speak my mind. I cant just say something without sounding like i don't care about her. I have always loved her and care for her even before she left to continue her studies. Is it normal that a girl needs to be reminded constantly that i love her, care about her, think about her....blah blah blah??? i wish i can ask someone on the net, people tend to be more honest online...which i love by the way.

i haven't slept with her...thats right yet i don't see it as an issue. I'm in a conflict with myself where i see myself in my prime youth not able to share that with the person i love, shes a virgin and she doesn't want to do it yet. She wants to do when its right. I just felt that she kept on pushing me away every time i ask her, i never wanna hurt her, always thought of her before i thought about myself.

I really do miss it and she always emphasizes on how much she would want me to be her first, but at the same time she wants to wait. My selfless personality always gets the best of me yet there is another part of me tells me the opposite. Its hard enough to hang about with friends who are in relationships and just studying them, although they have been less time with each other, sex brings them closer together.

I missed it so much that i did something that a lot of people will not approve, but surprisingly my close friends were happy for me. I don't understand, its like I've been living under a tree.

it was one of my friend's birthday, the party was with a pirate theme which was not bad. I dressed up as the pirate who didn't really much attention to detail to his costume. Didn't have a pleasant conversation earlier so....though that meeting friends would make me feel better. Walked to his house, was a loads of people, people i know and didn't know...brought my mood up which was good. Luckily, another friend of mine had some Absolut so thats good, reminds of the time i was in russia. Well the night pretty chilled talkin, playing pool, having a couple of drinks....got to know a girl who came to dubai to visit.....very smart and interesting.

By the end of the night, sat down with her next to the pool. Calm night kind makes you wonder, you don't get to see the stars that much. Easy going girl got me interested in her, talked about stuff and one thing led to another, we started making out. The thing is that i didn't feel any guilt nor regret, it felt almost right.........

first weekend but no train.....

My week went quick, alot of work to be done this week and its gonna be more hectic next week. I love my job which is big plus keeps me going.....who am i to complain, i work in a green building.

Talked to my girlfriend yesterday, or at least think that i still want her to be my girlfriend. Keep on fighting about stuff which are just not that important if you think about it. Its just she studying cyprus and she hates it, not used to it yet...she is used to a clean and organized city instead of cyprus where suprises happen everyday.

My studies are at week 2 and Im just getting the hang of it.

not feeling the blog just yet, pretty new to me....i think my ideas are not in the right order at the moment....will try again later